Current mood:

blah

i cant i really cant
this is the first time in a long time i am having a chance to up date...i dont get to spend much time at home...and i dont really get to do what i wanna do....like i cant stay online for long....and i havent been too good with the whole doing homework thing....esp in math...but i will do all the ones i didnt do for thursday...i told her why i didnt have them though...i cant take my earth science teacher she makes me very angry and so does my english teacher...and my math teacher treats us like we are fucking retarted...i cant take it...i know the answer like a half hour before everyone else she drags out every problem....and i fucked up on the test cause the girl in front of me kept asking me for answers....
so i wasnt paying attention to my own test...like the push-over that i am...i have just been kinda different lately....im not happy....i try to pretend to be happy and i think people believe it...but i dont know....

well saturday i went to the red zone to see the high school football heros, insult to tradition, and just one chance....i went for some of the after noon show and some of the night show...the afternoon show was good i met a few new people and jose came he had fun...but the night show was crazy...i mosh pit was half the length of the building i have 8 back and blues...and a head ach i cant get rid of...the drugs work for a litttle while that is if they do decide to work...i will put pictures from saturday when i get a chance...but i gotta go back to rockaway...i loath and abhor that place...but my grandma is leaving on friday for 2 weeks...bye bye