Current mood:

depressed

so yeah its like 330 am....and like 2 days away from my birthday...life sucks...people lie...i get angry..but oh well...i have nothing to do...i dont wanna go to sleep cause everything i have a bad dream and wake up feeling sick....well yesterday i worked with justin and john...it was long and boring...i kept almost falling alseep...and i dont know why everytime i went to write the letter H i wrote 1...but i dont know why....and when there was 00 i kept putting 000...but i dont know why....i was just out of it...and lately i have been talking to gary again...he is still pretty stuid but he knows more then he used to...lol...it takes hims a minute to get my jokes but he gets them now...lol it took him long enough....but yeah...afetr what happened over vacation i stoped talking to mark...but i imed him before and asked him about it and we kinda talked about it but it didnt explain anything....but whatever...i cant waste my time on liars any more i learned my lession....well on another note...jose started going out with williams friend from school luis...but he is kinda weird...and obsessed with jose...which isnt bad cause he treats him better than darnell...but i think jose might be getting tired of him...and he keeps saying how after they break up he is going to be straight...but i think he is just scared of what other people think of him...esp his dad...if his dad found out he would kick his ass and disown him...but yeah...i think i am sick...i gotta go my dad is prolly on his way how from the bar...and he is going to kick my ass if i am still away...well down stairs...