Current mood:

aggravated

mhm
so now i am 17 man...i feel so old....but i know im not....but i am older than alot of my friends....but yeah...yesterday school wasnt that bad....kinda long boring and painful but that is basically everyday....when i came home it was weird...then my brothers girl friend joy came over then later on william and afet that jose...we had some cake and hung out but then jose had to go and eventually so did william...i got a few cd's and a few dvd's and some clothes....well today was pointless to go to school we had 25 minute classes and i had double free last so i got out at like 1125....and came home and studied a little....i gotta do good on my fucking midterms and regents....i havent been doing that bad in school either....i prolly could be doing better...tomorrow i gotta do some stupid junior computer assignment where i choose 2 colleges that i am thinking about going to...and make this big ass chart...it isnt going to be that hard..esp cause jessica showed me where i am getting my info from so i just have to do it over again in front of a teacher...but its all good...i know the teacher so she wont care that i started it...thats one good thing about getting on a teachers good side...well on a bad note...i had a bad conversation with louis last night....he was talking to jose about his birthday party on sunday...and jose doesnt wanna ask his mom cause he knows she is going to say no...cause it is in the city and she doesnt know him...so he told louis that he is like oh you dont care about me...you have to come your my boy friend...and blah blah...and then he imed me and he told me(like jose didnt tell me as soon as the convo started)...and i was trying to explain to him what goes on at joses house and all this shit...and he just kept saying the same thing with different words as if i am not 2 years older than him and know what the fuck he is talking about...and he said to me before i said anything about it that he doent think it was a good idea that they stared going out...so i said you know maybe you guys would be better off as friends and he is like dont say that i cant handle it not now not again...and i blew up and was talking about how he doesnt know what love is(which is very true...)and how he needs to learn that loosing a boy friend isnt the worst thing in the world...and then he got angry and signed off...and i dont think he is talking to me now....i dont know right now i dont care...ok i spoke too soon he just imed me...well i am going to go and study i have 2 tests tomorrow....bye bye