Bridgets Fucked up World

Subject:	hmmmm
Time:	3:19 am.
Mood:	annoyed.

i have come to the conclusion that i dont like yahoo or aol...do i have a big sign on me that says weird people ask stupid questions here....i must...cause they love to im me...im not even going to get in to what they ask me....but yeah on to something else

well Gary imed me...just when i though i was safe...he tells me that he went to surprise me at the aquarium...i felt so bad..i still feel bad...i cant say i have been very nice to him...after he freaked me out...but its not my fault i told him i didnt work every day....but yeah im still scared to go pick william and anthony up from school cause of him...yeah on to something else

i have been sitting in the house doing noting bored out of my mind...reading and take a break and reading again...deeanna is in canada i think. jose is in pa...william is doing homework...i think i am going to go in to work on tuesday...i wanted to work tomorrow (well today its almost 330am)...but i never called...and i have to finish reading tomorrow...only not many pages left but it is giving me a head ach...i am not used to concentrating for so long...i also miss kelsey...she is back in flordia in the the middle of who knows what hurricane...im not worried cause she is online...but now i dont have anyone at work really...i havent talked to ashley or chrissy in a while...i hope they are all good...but also i have been doing alot of thinking...about everything...and i have come to the conclusion that i dont know anything...haha yeah...i am going to really try to be good this year....i know i say this every year but i think i mean it this time...i saw what i can do at the aquarium now all i have to do is apply it to other things i do....yeah i am going to go get a drink and read some more...i can see no sleep in my future tonight bye bye

ME WANT COOKIE!?

Subject:	sucks
Time:	1:20 am.
Mood:	aggravated.

well i got a new key board so i am trying to get used to it....yet my computer remains fucked up...we are supposed to be getting an new one...but that cant happen just yet because the people hwere my dad was supposed to go work for in middle village queens got fucked over by the guy who was selling it...and now arent going to buy it until he pays the million he owes to the city...so my dad is out of a job...well kinda...and i feel bad cause he was really looking foward to this new place...but oh well...my mom is being stupid again...cause school is comming closer...i dont wanna go back i hate it there...most of the people and the enviornment...i wish i could just stay at the aquarium....i like it there alot...i dont know why it just kinda makes me happy in some odd way....

but lately i have been hanging out with jose...i have known him for like 3 or 4 years...i went to marine park with him...he lives only 2 blocks away...that is cool...his little sister is so cute!...his little brother is really annoying but i feel bad for him...but its all good...i wanna hang out with diane and william and dennis one day before school...so diane call me on saturday night so we can make plans for sunday or monday!...well i have to get back to my summer reading bye bye

1 cookie| ME WANT COOKIE!?

Subject:	yeah parties...
Time:	1:57 pm.

friday night was yvonnes party...she looked pretty...the place was decorated really nice...they have live fish on the table...they had big ass balloons that were sea horse and fish...and they had little things...that look like a penis...everytime i go there thats what the balloons look like...hahaha...i dont know why...and i wasnt the fist to notice this...so its not just me...lol...i hung out with chrissy jerome chris mike and cindy it was good i slow danced with cindy and she was like i feel so safe in your arms lol...it was fun....

saturday night was concettas sweet 16...i really really didnt want to go but i promised william i would go because he had only been to one other real sweet 16 party...so i had to....the dj sucked...she sat me at a table with daniella who should not have been wearing what she was wearing...( a little skirt and covered nothing...and a tight halter top...it was horrible) and he boy friend who looks fucking 30....he is a complete asshole...and he ate everything...there was nothing left he ate 5 or 6 pieces of fucking cake...man...plus he ate his chicken and williams chicken...i cant even tell you what else he ate i lost track...then i always had this kid joey standing behind me most of the time and he kept fucking poking me...i wanted to beat him....and he kept putting confetti in my hair...well yeah....after john and joanne came to pick us up....and they were like are you hungry and they took us to get pizza...lol...then we came home and chilled...it was fun...me and john free styled on the way home....lol it was funny...well i gotta go find out what i wanna do today bye bye

3 cookies| ME WANT COOKIE!?

Subject:	who would have guessed
Time:	4:41 pm.
Mood:	bored.

yesterday at work...we got happy meals and that was what gave us our new idea to ue at cosee...which is an orginazation that works with the aquarium....and we are supposed to educate the people about them but they had us with fish for kids to color...but we ran out...so they they had us with fish printing...and they didnt learn anything...so i came up with the idea of putting facts about cosee and striped bass and you had to match the colors of the fish and the facts...they get to play a game and learn about cosee and they get a fish to color...sounds good to me...but we will see...and this crazy lady merril is thinking about doing something else...about how fish hear...they have ears like house but theirs are on the inside...we will see i just got my nails done they are black and white checkered...it looks weird...i wanna hang out with people on sunday or monday...well i gotta go...i have to get a card for yvonnes sweet 16 and concettas sweet 16....bye bye

4 cookies| ME WANT COOKIE!?

Subject:	man alot of bad stuff
Time:	9:52 pm.

alot of bad stuff has been happening...on friday my brother is walking home from his girlfriends house on ave t and some guy stoped him and was like give me your money and he pulled out a gun...and my fucking brother said i dont have any...and the fucking tard(the gun men) walked away....now my brother is talking to detectives and shit...its weird....and then i found out my cousin caitlin has been going out with this guy kevin(he was really nice)died in a car accident....who knows whats next...

well today i went with william to the queens center mall to see anthony and marcy...marcy is nice but the first thing she said to me was your nails are like the icing from wildberyy poptarts!....hahaha i laughed pretty hard....we had fun in the mall...first some scary jesus guy yelled at us and told us not to deface the word of god...then the guard in the mall yeled at me and anthony cause i was giving him a piggy back ride...then anthony threw a bitch fit cause he wanted a hermit crab that he would make marcy take care of it so we went in to journeys to ask the hot gay guy and the other lady that worked there and the lady who was handing out appilications for hot topic....and they all said no...it was funny...but then marcy had to go so we all left...then when i came home some guy that randomly imed me like a few weeks ago imed me and he said he went to the aquarium and i told him i worked there...and he went this whole thing to tell my boss we are really good and we really made an impact on his niece and all this stuff it was kinda weird yet cool...my boss will be happy...well i gotta go i have work tomorrow and i dont have clothes!!! bye bye

ME WANT COOKIE!?

Subject:	guess whos back back again cookies back tell a friend!
Time:	8:49 am.

well thursday was Chrissys sweet 16 it was alot of fun...i droped michael on the way in..that was funny...things are good again between me and ashley....we did alot of dancing at the party...it was fun...then a bunch of us slept over...what a crazy night...then the next day we had a party for cindy in front of the house...that was fun everyone was there again...we brought back the cookie....watch out you might be next...then on saturday it was the block party...that was fun...except the fact that concetta sprayed me in the eye with silly string...but ashleys little brother got me so i went and bought one and got him back it was fun....then a bunch of us were in side nickys house....and we were pranking people...it was good just like old times...and we realized that erick reminded us of the big ginger bread man from shreck 2....and the english guy was smoking a fag and leaning on a fag aka the don...(the papa)...then ricky drove me home and the english guy was in the car and ricky told him i wish irish and he started to sing to me...then he asked some guy in a $ van if he wanted to race...it was funny but prolly not smart...and he kept calling ricky a fucking pussy...i felt bad...sunday i didnt do anything...monday i went to williams house and played cards for a little....today i am supposed to go to queens to see anthony....but i dont know what my mom is doing so i am going to go see bye bye

5 cookies| ME WANT COOKIE!?

Subject:	my weekend
Time:	11:18 pm.

well thursday i did what ever then kelsey called and was like wanna sleep over....so her dad came to get me and i pre-packed my stuff for the weekend....so we went to get our nails done....that took like 2 hours...then we went to the city to pick up michelle at work the guard of the ph was so hott....and they have it pretty nice up there...then we went to some mexican place in soho...and i met michelles friend jessica who looked like the prettier version of the lead lady in miss congeniality....she was nice...then ed drove us to cvs and he went back to meet them at the bar....what a crazy walk home we had....so we chilled look at the pictures...lopez is so hott...we chilled talked to people online on the phone then they came home and took away the laptop*tear*....

friday we took the train to work and did what ever...we always have fun on the train...then we played with the whale again...she is so cute!!!!some crazy lady kept asking me strange questions...she walked by the penguins...then she kept comming back after she looked at each animal and asked me a question...i knew most of the questions but...you dont know how long sea cliffs is...and she got some work out let me tell you...and the last question that is always fun to answer is it walrus mating season....well then i left.....we got lost in new jersey...it took us 7 hours to get there...we went to play bingo and there was this hot guy playing with his little brother and the little boy was so cute and he was like 3 and he was trying to play bingo and he came over and me him and the older brother were playing peek-a-boo and bingo...but then he left...its all good...my cousin won like $23...and my aunt won something i forget though...then we went to play video games and we hung out and caitlin came..that was a little weird...i havent talked to her in like a year maybe 2...we chilled till like 430am...in the shed all 7 of us lol...telling old funny stories...the next morning...me joy justin and the baby went down to the pool only joy went in....then me caitlin steven jimmy maureen joy joanne sean lauren johnny and joe joe went to the swimming hole...the water was like brown...it was icky...we only stayed for like an hour...then we came back and i was dancing with the baby she is the cutest thing in the world!!!then i dont remember...we were just hanging out doing what ever...drinking...we made a fire and we went to chilled by the lake...my cousins are pot heads...then we went back and made smores...i had the stuff all over...we were up till like 6am drinking....it was fun....we told alot of old stories..we tried to play do you wanna buy a duck...and it got almost all the way around the circle and laurn turns to jimmy and is like you wanna buy a duck and he was piss drunk and not paying attention to what we were doing and he is like does it fuck...we all bursted out laughing....at like 3 me and caitlin walked up to the park and we went on the swings and we were talking and i am like ohh look and she is like where and i let go and fell off the swing...it was so funny.....then the next day we left....

today i went on a fisha wild life thingy....i went to in swamp salt marsh thingy...me and kelsey didnt even bother to wear the waders...we knew we were going to get wet any way...there were so many sea jellies...i was so scared of them....even though they were the kind that didnt sting...ever one fell except janipher...so even the people wearing the waders were soaked...so i didnt feel bad...actually i felt bad cause they fell but yeah...it was fun but dirty....yeah i gotta go i have work tomorrow...bye bye

1 cookie| ME WANT COOKIE!?

Subject:	sdfkjnb.kfdjbdsfg
Time:	8:36 am.
Mood:	bored.

yesterday was joys birthday...the day before that was nicoles birthday....and sunday was my brothers birthday....so happy birthday to all....i havent been doing much...today i am going to get my dress for chrissys sweet 16 taken in...

i worked satirday and sunday....i went to the mall with justin kelsey and william to get joy a present...it was fun...i dont remember what hapened....i also went to the mall with concetta and joey...yesterday was the best though....for joys birthday we went to the painted pot and i painted a fairy....it took me forever....and it looks like crap...eh i dont care...i know i am no artist....then we went to joys house and chilled...it was fun....i feel bad for crystal...i hope everything gets better for her...and i keep forgetting that i have to call gary i dont wanna call him im not going to have anything to say to him it is going to be wierd...eh i will just keep william or someone on 3 way....i have to get something to wear to anthonys sweet 16...that should be a weird party...but i will get to see all my guys from cathedral...i should go see rafal at work again...i have to hang out with diane i havent seen or really talked to her in a million years its crazy....i have to call in to work soon to tell them i can only stay till 2 tomorrow....because after work i am going upstate...i honestly dont wanna go....what do i need to see all my cousins for...i am just going to be quiet and sit on the side away from them....well i think i am going to go take a shower before i go to the place and then call work bye bye...

ME WANT COOKIE!?

Subject:	camp...
Time:	10:38 pm.

yesterday was fun ayveq the walrus decided he was going to show off...she can actually give him self a blow job....and then he just continuted to masturbate infront of the glass...i got burnt from sitting out in the aquatheater...and kelsey got to goose lopez lol

today was the first day of camp...the arent that bad...i have like 6 or 7 kids...ahuva,tani,trevon,francesca,cynthia,sean, and i can never remeber the other kid cause he kept wondering off to another group...we got to go up on the shark and watch them get fed....and we got to feed another type of fish...and coral reef fish...and we did arts and crafts....i was ready to smack trevon because he was holding my hand he is like im gonna rip your nail off and im not no your not..and then he starts trying to pull my nails off...and i was like what it i went to rip your nails off...and then he was telling me i was mean...i was just like ok...tomorrow we get to feed other kinds of fish and make t-shirts and other cool stuff...then wed is beach day...i dont wanna go to that i hate the beach...but i have to...well i gotta go take a shower and get my stuff togther bye bye

ME WANT COOKIE!?

Subject:	im a docent....
Time:	8:07 pm.

well today was my first official day...how crazy it was..well no matter how much sun screen i put on i always get burnt...it doesnt hurt its just hot...but i am in a lot of pain from standing....so much i had to break up 2 different fights...first in the aquatheater...some guy had an umbrella and this lady was saying it was hitting her daughter...mean while i watched her daughter fidget around and persit on being annoying and almost hitting her head on the umbrella...and then i had to jump in beofre the lady closed the umbrella and shove it up the guys ass and open it....and she continued and i was just like im sorry sir this lady is very angry and the show is beginning soon could you please close your umbrella...and then the show began and i was so happy...and i just said with a smile i hope you enjoy the show...and waled down the stairs to my post...but there were no kisses that show...then i was on my lunch with lopez kelsey and some other girl i can never remember her name...we went to eat and then see the walruses...then i went to the penguin tank with the gir and kelsey and lopez went to the shark tank....and when i was on the out side shift it started to rain like a mother...so i went inside...and then some lady was angry cause another lady left her carriage in the middle of the way...and i asked her to move it and she rolled her eveys at me...and some crazy guy came over to me and i would say the same thing everytime new people walked over i would be like if you have any questions please feel free to ask me...and this guy walked over and he was like hello bridget thats a pretty name that was my grandmas name and he is telling me im pretty and stuff and he was asking me what my job was and i explained to him i was a volunteer and he can get more info at wcs.org...hahaha yeah it was a pretty crazy day...and if people were scared to ask i would tell them interesting facts about the penguins and the other fish in the tank...and they were amased and stuff...it was fun i felt important...well i am very tied and i think i am going to call someone or take a nap..bye bye

ME WANT COOKIE!?

Subject:	training
Time:	4:46 pm.

man everything has been going on lately...i feel as if i can have some type of life...friday i got my report i passed everything but chem...im so madd but im not going there i am in a good mood...well i started training on saturday i was a little scared cause i dont always do well with large groups of people...but it wasnt as bad as i thought it was going to be...i made a friend named kelsey...she is only in new york for this summer to see her dad...then she is going back to florida...she is cool she has the same kind of personality as me...but yeah this whole training thing is weird we play games and we learn about the animals but we also have homework...eh its not that bad well speaking of homework i want to get it over with i also have to do other stuff

ME WANT COOKIE!?

Subject:	e';kijkjdbhkd
Time:	11:37 pm.
Mood:	frustrated.

monday sucked....i couldent sleep my mom made me come down stairs from trying to fall asleep at like 930...and i just kinda sat here and did nothing she left i went online...then she randomy ran in and was like the sanitation is driving around giving tickets for people with grabage in front of their houses...so i was good and went out side and helped her...then i studied for spanish...then i was good and did the dishes and cleaned a little bit....then i told her when she got back from picking justin up from work to call me and i will help her some more...and she never called me then my daddy was madd when he got home but i dont care...i studied some more...and cooked so my mommy didnt have to....then joy came and me her and justin made brownies...they were good...everyone seemed to like them...then i went back and did some more studying...i didnt really sleep last night either...i was just thinking about stuff...then today i took the spanish test...i dont think i failed but you never know
stranger things have happened...then i came home and studied for chemistry...i hope i pass it...tomorrow i have to write my thingy for the aquarium then take passport photos and fill out another paper for saturday i start my training class thingys...i have to pick an animal...i am either going to pick a star fish or a penguin i dunno....i dont wanna get my report card on friday i definetly fucked up...im such an asshole...i am going to go bye bye

ME WANT COOKIE!?

Subject:	my weekend
Time:	12:21 pm.
Mood:	tired.

friday- i went to the city with emily and deeanna we had alot of fun!we went to union square and danced in some record store...emily gave me tattoos in the park and on the train...we hung out and took pictures in toys r us....then we went to times square and watched deeannas friends play guitar and talked to some guy from ohio...took more pictures and random people on the street took pictures of us...then stole a poster on the train ride home...then went to hang out at deeannas house...

saturday- i went to jessicas house for her sweet 16....we hung out there and waited for everyone...then we went to some crazy resturant...ate laughed had cake went back to her house hung out some more...watched her open her presents...then we got our party favors it was a chinese bag full of candy!!! and a candle with candy...lol then i left...it was fun!!!

sunday- had a minor set back about how we were getting home...but went to see toms play it was good...then we went out to eat after that was fun...took pictures...and then toms dad drove us home...and me and willa hung out for a little....well i have to go study for spanish and clean a little bye bye

ME WANT COOKIE!?

Subject:	kdfhnbkbhkbdf
Time:	10:40 am.

im bored i am sitting here waiting for people to pick me up so i can go take the global regents...i wasnt sure what time they said so i figured no procrastinating...for once

well yesterday i went to the S.I. Mall....i needed to get something for jessica....her bday is next week...and i needed to get stuff to wear for sweet 16s...i got one for christines yvonnes concettas and anthonys and prolly victorias...but the one for christines i have to get taken in it was a little big...and my mom is going to make me a shall to match it...its a weird color and i normally wouldent wear it but i figured why not...but another thing was i was scared i wasnt going to know what to get jessica so i just got her a gift certificate...but then my mom made me go to this store before we went to pick justin up at work...and there it was the perfect gift for jessica!!!!! THE BMW LIGHTER that we always say we are going to get!!!!i cant wait till she opens it...

this friday i am supposed to hang out with deeanna dennis stanley and deeannas friend...saturday i have to go somewhere i just cant think of where...then sunday i am going with willa and deeanna to see tom in his play!!! haha that should be fun well i gotta go they should be here soon bye bye

ME WANT COOKIE!?